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"Everything is okay in the end... If it's not okay, it's not the end." - Unknown.
Happiness isn't getting what we want, but being satisfied with what we have,
-me. (:
aun finally natapos ang isang magulo at nkakapagod n araw... though mgulo kc ndi ko maintindahan mga gagawin ko atleast masaya kc nasettle n ung isang problem....tnx to God.... i had my review this afternoon its not that boring unlike last meeting......hahaha dpat pla lging english ung last subject para mdjo buhay pg uwi....hehehe after review class i went back to church to do something....hehehe aun, we went to anding's place to talked about some issues (ok n sa wakas)...then after that bigla akong nahot-seat about kay "someone" sus nman.....hahaha (*giggle*) joke... pero i mean what i said knina....wla nlng un skin....tmang he makes me smile khit papano db....hahaha deadma nlng kung mdjo naiiba ngiti ko...hahaha aun feeling ko one of my friends is in deep pain/sadness....she texted me telling "pagbalik m labas nmn tau"......hhhhhhhhhaaaaaayyyyy.........bkit ang daming malungkot at nsasaktan ngyn....parang c............un..........
as usual, i woke up late again though i slept early (around 1:30am haha)....
aniwiez, palnned to do all my unfinished task by morning but unfortunately i wasn't able to do that..hahaha
che visited me early this morning (not that early actually around 10am kagigising ko lng nun) and stayed here upto 1pm...she just watched the television (ETC haha puro chismis haha) about the intriguing relationships of HOLLYWOOD STARS!!! hahaha epekto ng mango-banana shake ndi nilubayan ung topic...hahaha
before i went to church, che and i went to market to buy some stuff for the camp...hehehe then we saw a long lost friend of ours...MAVIE...BIG MUMMA!!!hahaha she was one of our h.s friends... we haven't seen her for quite a long time since she gave birth to her son and got married to her DOM lover (hehehe but that guy not that old about 10 years older than mavie)hahaha... she told us that they got married last november and EK her son was already 2 or 3 yrs old now...well they had a stable life right now actually even before because the guy was a dentist and he has his own clinic....
well i;m happy for her right now it just that she wasn't able to finished her studies because of her pregnancy...she's lucky enough to have a huband who had a stable income to support his family...
aniwiez, it's so hard being in the middle... since you love them so much...you still choose to stay where you are...
another day passed by...wla nmn enjoy din khit papano... aun umaga n ko natulog (ang saya db!!)..and i woke up very late...hahahaha
afternoon nmn bonding with che...hahaha i taught her how to creat her own blog.... welcome back to our world!!!
i don't know what's your intensions but oh!!pls live me alone!!! i don't wanna talkshit..
we can still be friends but no more talkshit duhh!!!
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hahaha kaaliw to try nyo lng!! kung wla kaung mgawa
2nd entry for today.....
aun sbi ko n wlng mangyayari knina kc maaga p......
around 30 mins pass 6...i was surfing the net then suddenly someone buzzed me up... i was surprised bcoz i thought he already put me on his ignored list or he already erased me on his list....bcoz that's what he told me so..... its just another way of telling that he "dumped" me after years...
i already accepted that when he told me that the last time we talked about 4 months ago... its just that i can't believe why he should talked to like that as if nothing happens..... sorry to tell but i'm done playing your game.... i'm over..... don't call me a looser coz if i am a looser you will not come back and talked to me like that!!!YOU ARE THE LOOSER NOT ME!!!
whhhaaaa, wla ung entry ko the other day kainis... ok lng...
monday---
galing kmi ni louie sa PRC to file our application for board on August.. after ten years ntapos kmi sa pagpila sa mgulong linya at pagakyat baba sa mga building..after nun ng divi kmi...wla lng bket b....hahaha....nkakatwang mkita ung iba't ibang klaseng teacher...
tuesday---
bored as usual...church pipol again...wla nmn ok lng...having my MSS again... i can't sleep last nyt...
i was thinking of him,her and them....
wednesday---
ngyn un....ano b??wla nmn regular day lng gnun lng....punta ko church para mgaayos ng gmit for camp kc kelangan sa sbdo wlang ng ggwin (wla rin ako sa sbdo kc my review ko tpos punta ko fairview hahabol ako sa gig ng CALLALILY hahaha xmpre kelngan un)...aun gusto ko sana mgstay kya lng ang tgal ko pngmahihintay kila karen at reciel ang boring nmn nun.... wwwwwwwhhhhhhhaaaa wlang online maaga p kc (5:45pm plang) eh myang gbi p mga mgsusulputan mga tao hanggang mdaling araw.....hayyyy....
pagod n ko ang skait ng mga paa ko...i went to PRC to file my application for board exam on
August. my gudness ang haba ng pila kala mo my rasyon ng kung ano sobrang ndi organize.... after more than 4hrs ntapos din kmi ni louie...we both craved for unlimited rice ng tokyo2 hil sa sobrang pagod sa PRC...eh since wlang tokyo2 sa recto we end up eating sa BK..hehehe
after that we went to divi...hehehe shopping galore (actually window shopping galore lng)
though i don't think too much right now... my mind is still tired...i'm still confused...
i'm having a second thought.... but i really have to..
P.S
-- i don't know, as i watched KIM SAM SOON i'm really irritated seeing hanna's face on the tv screen... my kamukaha xa tao n ndi ko tlgang kilala personally pero nkita ko n ung pic nya.. sobrang nkakairita xa...
shit! i should get over this... i mean it, i'm tired but i don't understand why i keep on goin... i'm giving up this game!!daydreaming, illusion,hallucination
better get some drugs....
all my life i have dreamed
for a love that will never end
and every night my dream stays the same
of the love that will heaven send
if he never comes, i'd rather believe
that somewhere, there's someone for me
and one day,
i'm ure he will walk through my door
and he'll became a stranger no more
ANG PASAWAY!!there was a child who loves crafting. everytime she visits the bookstore she's always looking at this one thing. she's been eyeing this for such a long time. one time she told her mom to buy that thing and her mom did. so the child was so happy having that thing in her possession...but what was that "thing" really is? well it is a "CUTTER"..so what's so special about this CUTTER thing?! it is because it was placed in a beautiful case and it has the child's fave character printed on it but the truth is she doesn't really know what a cutter is.. at first the child doesn't remove the cutter on its case, she just looking at it and putting it on a very special place in her room. since the child loves crafting she decided to get the cutter; she open it and for the first time she hold it.. since the child doesnt really know what a cutter is obviously she doesnt know how to use it. she was shocked to foubd out that the cutter has a blade, a blade. the child was aware that sharp blades can wound her but still she tries to use it. since she doesnt really know how to use it she accidentally cut herself.. now she was wounded, now she know to use that cutter,now she know what a cutter can do aside from cutting think or thin pieces of papers....
right now she was hurt, right now she was sufering from pain, right now she's STILL HOLDING HER THING!!
its already late 12:25am... i'm still alive..well of course... i'm always like this for the past few weeks which is very alarming on my side coz i'm not really a nyt person...
aniwiez today is the first saturday/day of my review for board..haha finally... were only around 11 in the review class, since our review center is not that known yet but we have 3 new classmates i dunno where they came from actually... haha.... i suffered a minor headache because of that Filipino subject i can't identify the filipino version of part of speech..hahaha all i remembered was pangdiwa is verd and tayutaytay is figure of speech...hahaha i already knew what is noun and pronoun hehehe i guess I should scan my old Filipino books...hahaha
after review i went to CB Guest house to attend CMT meeting then we went to grill queen to have our dinner!! hahah while waiting for our order somebody called and told "favor paorder m nman ako ng food" (not the exact words actually its kinda like that haha)...hahaha he was home alone, waiting in garage if someone will arrive..hahaha (i don't want to tell the whole story ryt now haha)
aniwiez, anytime now i will be hibernating...i really need time for myself.... i'm still confused, i dunno what should i feel or should i react on my action right now...
karen is ryt "nakakapagod mag-icp" tol tnx for the concern and tnx for staying last night listening/reading my insights....
nakakatamd pla gumagawa ng mhabang post...hahaha ndi ko mtapos tpos ung gngwa ko.. pero ok lng....hay... i miss someone...kung c reciel my MWS ako my MSS....hahaha....then ung phone ko mdjo silent mode lalo n ung sun wlang ngttxt kc ung mga ktxt ko mga busy.... except pla sa globe kc c ate myra ngttxt ng s chikka tpos c reciel din...hehehe xmpre ndi ako ngrereply kc regualr load lng ako ngttpid less budget bkasyon and no more skul...OUT OF SCHOOL YOUTH n ko eh....hahaha....wla allowance....... i miss my school days so as my allowance... whahaha.....
busy day.... i woke up this morning even before my clock alarmed...hehehe (nag-alarm p ko)
mikel and i went divisoria for the last time (hopefully last n nga un) then we went to sm then we go back to church..... (hahaha road trip along west ave..)
aniweiz i had coc today.... we had a very interesting topic....
....ayoko ko magsalita or khit ano.... unti nlng susurender na ko.....i'll give up tpos mwawala....
HAPPY EASTER!!! sbi nga ni kean enjoy lng kau!!! (khit ndi k n masaya)whahaha
aniweiz...i watched "ice age 2" (c/o reuben hahaha tnx dude) with dana and reuben.... i'm having so much fun but at the same time i felt like i'm being too selfish...
i don't know.....
i woke up this morming around 7:30am coz my mom will do some things near my bed and she told me to get up so she can move much better.. aniweiz i had my general cleaning in m room...whahaha smokey mountain...i thrown alot of papers and others things that are unnecessary on my study table... i started around 9am and i finshed around 1pm... imagine how messy my study table to took me that long to clean it up... well of course from that i includes my lunch break...hehehe
whaaaaaaaaaa... i'm having my calla fever again.... i just finished talking with aaron ricafrente (the bassist of CALLALILY) i though he is going snobbed me again like the last time were both online..hahaha atleast he talked to me tonight...hehehe he is such a nice and handsome guy...he is my 2nd crush among his bandmates well of course kean is the 1st..hehehe... how i wish i could watch their gig even for just once....
hahaha enough of this as of now...im tired...
its holy week.... fasting time... but before i do my fasting i've been to different celebrations...if there's celebration there's food...
april 7- marty's bday celebration
april 8- dana's bday celebration
april 9- dulce's grad celebration.... (actually the only guests are her bf mark and me whahah were so special)
whahaha tito sonny told me
"grabe k nmn nilulubos m n...parang ngimbak k para sa fasting m this holy week ah"...whahaha "tito medjo lng"
aniweiz...for the past few week sobrang dming nangyari re-union with che after a long time of separation i thought our friendship will totally ruined by the different worlds that we've been thru....
and of course the usual event....whahaha whatever!!!
here i go again...SAME GROUND nnman ako...(but not about my past)...
same ground.. with the present...
when will i learn my lesson....
"lahat ng bagay ay malinaw na,
di na rin kailangang pagpilitan pa
di na kinakailangan pang magsalita"
"sa likod ng ngiti ko,
at mga tawang mapagpanggap
sana maintindihan nman
ang hirap na nararamdaman"
im really tired and sleepy!! i still have alot of things to do tomorrow; meeting with core and other youth (9-12), dana's birthday celebration (5pm- onwards)...then coc 1pm as usual....
i can't sleep..whaaaa......what's happening to me.....
btw...someone txted me....omg he still remembers me huh...hahaha



busog n kaya my gana n!!!

graduation party at merriam's place!!
sa mga nakakabasa ng blog ko pxnxa n kung mjo dmi ng bad words ha mdjo msama loob ko eh nung mga time n yan!!! whahhahaha
PEACE OUT GUYS!!

the graduates

me, iam, joy and jho

apple and me

mac and me

lea and me
finally i am a graduate!! i'm on a new chapter of my life!!! hahaha tenx to everyone especially to my family and friends and most of all TO OUR GOD ALMIGHTY!!!